Photo collage featuring gymnast Suni Lee and a bowl of pho, with various pictures of Lee in the background as well.

Suni Lee and me—and a bowl of pho

Writer Samantha Pak is ready to share some noodle soup with the Olympic gymnast, and it has nothing to do with her medals

Words by Samantha Pak

On Monday, when artistic gymnast Suni Lee was asked in her final post-competition interview at the Olympics what her celebration meal was going to be, she replied, “I want some pho.”

As she lamented about her craving but not being able to find any, my first thought was, “That’s so Asian.” And right on cue, Lee finished her response with a laugh, saying, “That’s so Asian of me.”

It was the middle of the night on the West Coast, but I immediately went into full Asian auntie mode (with a 17-year difference between us, I don’t want to believe I’ve reached auntie status, but at 21, Lee is about the same age as my niece) and was ready to jump out of bed and onto the next flight to Paris to help her on her quest to find some beef noodle soup. It wouldn’t be too difficult since France has a decent-sized Southeast Asian population, so finding a Vietnamese restaurant would just be a matter of knowing where to look—and the Internet was ready to help.

It’s not exactly a secret that I love the Summer Olympics. I literally used my job as a journalist over the last year as an excuse to (virtually) meet and speak with elite AA+PI athletes on their way to the biggest competitions of their lives.

Like so many people around the world, I have spent the last week and a half glued to various screens—instead of working or sleeping—live streaming events, catching replays of events, humming along to John Williams’ “Bugler’s Dream” (better known as “Olympic Fanfare and Theme”) every evening at the start of NBC’s primetime coverage, and scrolling through social media for the latest interviews, highlights, memes, and armchair commentary.

Every four years, my entire personality becomes the Olympics. Well, I say “Olympics,” but what I really mean is Olympic artistic gymnastics.

Brown Asian gymnasts, we’re here too!

The author (right) with two of her teammates and Amy Chow (left) in 1997 at a competition in Eugene, Oregon.

Vuthy Pak

Growing up as a Cambodian American gymnast in the 1990s, I didn’t have many elite gymnast role models who looked like me. “My” Olympic team was the Magnificent Seven from 1996, which included Chinese American Amy Chow, who was amazing in her own right. But seeing Lee, who is Hmong American and a fellow Southeast Asian, make it to the top of the sport has been meaningful beyond words. Asian American representation in the media and sports has improved immensely in recent years, but Southeast Asian representation is still lacking. So anytime one of us makes it big, the spotlight just hits differently and feels that much brighter on our brown skin.

Asian American representation in the media and sports has improved immensely in recent years, but Southeast Asian representation is still lacking. So anytime one of us makes it big, the spotlight just hits differently and feels that much brighter on our brown skin.

If you would’ve told 10-year-old Samantha that one of the top gymnasts at the Olympics would not only be Asian American, but specifically Southeast Asian American, and even enjoyed some of the same food as me, I wouldn’t have believed you. I get teary eyed writing this and just thinking about how much my younger self would have idolized Lee. Hell, after all she’s been through—from competing at a national championship two days after her father fell off a ladder and was left paralyzed and experiencing imposter syndrome following her all-around win at the Tokyo Olympics in 2021, to an isolating college experience and battling two kidney diseases—I idolize her now.

And it’s not just Lee.

A much more colorful sport

Three young Asian women stand together in blue and purple and blue and white jackets.

The author (right) and two of her competitors and friends at a gymnastics meet in 2001.

Courtesy of Samantha Pak

I’m absolutely living for how much more diverse the sport has become. Gymnastics has historically been a predominantly white sport. Chow and Dominique Dawes (“my” gymnast, as like her, I had a penchant for tumbling) were the only gymnasts of color from that gold medal-winning squad from 1996. Compare that to this year’s team, where it’s the opposite, with only two white gymnasts and five gymnasts of color (including the two traveling alternates).

Not only are elite American gymnasts representing more races and ethnicities, we’re seeing that same shift in the sport reflected internationally. There are also more countries entering the field—and making history—than we’ve ever seen.

At these games alone, in artistic gymnastics, we’ve seen the first team medal for Brazil, the first Italian team medal in almost a century and first individual gold medal for the country, the first all-women-of-color podium in the all-around, the first medal (and gold, at that!) for Algeria and the entire continent of Africa, and the first all-Black podium (for floor). And when you add in the men’s side, with first-time medals for Philippines, Ireland, Kazakhstan, and Colombia, it’s safe to say artistic gymnastics is becoming a bit more colorful.

A dark history

As exciting as it always is to see the rest of the world embrace my favorite sport every Olympics, and as much as I love welcoming four-year fans in the hopes of converting them into forever fans, for me and likely many other former gymnasts, watching elite gymnastics nowadays has also been particularly healing.

I was a gymnast from age 7-14, from 1994-2001. This was right in the thick of USA Gymnastics’ “Karolyi era”—referring to coaches Bela and Marta Karolyi, who were known for producing champions, but also later on, being abusive. It all began with Mary Lou Retton and her perfect 10s in 1984 and ended in 2018, two years after revelations of how higher-ups’ negligence and turning a blind eye led to the national team doctor sexually abusing hundreds of young athletes. Back then, medal count was more important than athletes’ health (physical and mental) and safety.

And if medals were all that mattered, I would say it worked.

Starting with the aforementioned Magnificent Seven in 1996, the USA Gymnastics women’s team began dominating on the world stage until they regularly became the team to beat.

But looking back at that footage and comparing it to the elite gymnasts of today, you can tell that even when they were on the verge of making history or realizing a dream they’ve worked toward their entire lives, there was something almost subdued about the gymnasts back then. And while we can’t discount people’s personalities—not everyone is that girl—I can’t help but feel like the young gymnasts of yesteryear were just out there to play a part, and weren’t necessarily enjoying themselves, despite having dedicated their lives to the sport.

Former Olympic gymnasts have even come forward and spoken out about their experiences and the complicated and mixed feelings they have for a sport that they love, but also brought them a lot of pain (physical and otherwise).

Living their best lives

A row of young women stand together with gymnastics uneven bars in the background.

The author (left) and her teammates at their gym, Cascade Elite Gymnastics in Washington in 2001.

Courtesy of Samantha Pak

Although I was fortunate in that I was raised in a safe and healthy gym, I knew the Karolyi culture was not limited to the national team. There were—and still are—gyms that emphasize winning over everything else.

But thanks to these revelations, more and more athletes are speaking out, standing up for themselves, taking control of their careers, and enjoying themselves and the sport.

Which is why seeing Jordan Chiles and Simone Biles fangirling and dancing at the sight of Snoop Dogg in the stands, Lee getting hyped about the TikTok video she wants to make following the United States’ team win, and athletes representing all different countries supporting each other, has honestly been my favorite thing about how the sport is progressing.

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More than any of the amazing new skills these gymnasts are introducing to the sport, the pure joy they’re introducing into the sport has been a sight to see. These women (and yes, I mean women, not girls, since more athletes are staying in the sport past their teenage years) are also being their authentic selves: silly, excitable, sassy, and yes, even in some cases, petty.

With everything they go through—the long training hours, sacrifices, separation from loved ones, and more—they’ve earned the right to be themselves. And a bowl of pho.

Published on August 6, 2024

Words by Samantha Pak

Samantha Pak (she/her) is an award-winning Cambodian American journalist from the Seattle area and co-editor in chief for JoySauce. She spends more time than she’ll admit shopping for books than actually reading them, and has made it her mission to show others how amazing Southeast Asian people are. Follow her on Twitter at @iam_sammi and on Instagram at @sammi.pak.

Art by Ryan Quan

Ryan Quan is JoySauce's social media manager, associate editor, and all-around visual eye. This queer, half-Chinese, half-Filipino writer and graphic designer loves everything related to music, creative nonfiction, and art. Based in Brooklyn, he spends most of his time dancing to hyperpop and accidentally falling asleep on the subway. Follow him on Instagram at @ryanquans, and check out his work on his website.